CaNt StANd ThE wAy I LoOk

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Scared to look into the mirror.
In fear that this ugly face will stay the same.
Insecure of the way I look,
It’s pain to see myself fade.
I’m ruined almost completely;
Love life is down to the drain.
Confidence, don’t have any;
No one but myself to blame.
Embarrassed to go out there;
To be seen by any one.
Scared to ignore this;
Wanting to have fun.
Stuck in a place with misery.
Dying in a place pitch black.
Ashamed to say goodbye;
With no strings attached.
No one knew what I suffered about.
No one knew that I even did.
Not even my real friends could tell,
Imagine, I won’t even be missed…
But god was watching me, and he already knew.
Day by night, my unhappiness just grew and grew.
It might have not been my time to go.
But I chose for myself this would be the end,
So I’m leaving for eternity, hoping one day I’ll be happy again.

I didn’t die for anyone.
I didn’t die for you.
I died because I couldn’t stand the way I looked,
My feelings killed me too…

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