What to do?

Why is she doing this
she is making me break down
she is making me weak
all I can do is cry and frown.

I don't know what to do
I am so d*mn confused
all I can do
is think about memories that are about you.

My mind in pounding
I wish it would stop
I don't care what happens to me now
because my life don't make sense now.

Why is taring me down
and it hurts so much
but my pain don't matter
because my life don't mean much.

I wish I could get this out
what should I do
claw my nails in deeper
thinking about you.

I rock my body slowly
shaking my head no
I am falling down to nothing
because its you I can't let go.

I have no more heart
it was ripped from my chest
I want it back so badly
but my life means much less.

I have no one to talk to
no one wants to hear
I am holding always in how I feel
how much I urge for a cold beer.

I can't believe I am so stupid
I am such a dumb b**ch
I hate my life so much
why am I such a witch.

She was all that I cared about
yet I was to blind to see
that she had needed me by her side
she had only needed me.

I just want to crush my skull
my mind feels like its gone
I need to get away
here is where I don't belong.

I don't know what to do
I always make stupid mistakes
why is she making me feel guilty
does she know that her feelings is all that is takes.

I still care so much
yet I don't know what to do
I cant go back now
because she hates me to.

Everyone hates me
I am going out of my mind
I tried so hard to be there
but I ran out of time.

What to do
what to do
I need someone to talk to!!
God where are you when I need you?
(Tears)

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