Pain Is

Pain is all I have ever gained!

My shoulders are so heavy now

I cant take the weight

My dreams are know longer in view

I feel so worthless to everybody but i few

Why do people come and leave me so fast?

Why cant they stay forever and make it last?

Whats wrong with me?

Is this the way its always going to be?

Do i need to change? Or can i just stay the same?

Whats left in this messed up world for me?

I have nobody left that really cares

am i the only one that wants to die?

am i a complete stranger to everybody?

The only person I loved the most has been ripped from my arms

I guess God didn't want him with me

Or he wouldn't of ripped him from my arms and broke my heart

I guess i don't deserve to be loved is that why God as taken away everybody that i have ever loved?

Pain is all i have ever gained

My shoulders are so heavy

I'm about to give up and let pain win!