Why is it that u say u care,
When for most of my life u were never there.
What...if anything gives u the right
To tell me what to do with my life??
U can't say u know me
Cuz u will never see
The pain and hurt I hold inside
And all the millions of tears I cried
The childhood memories I hold dear
When all of my true family was near
The hospital visits where my mom would sit.
The nights I spent in oxygen tents.
I always asked myself "where is my dad?"
The not knowing made me so sad.
It made it so hard for me to heal
And to suppress the pain that was so real...