Different Love

As I am a creature of the night,
Creature of all evil and darkness,
I come forth in search,
For the one I hold dearest.

I am cold and searching for the one
Yet of love I deprived,
To take our blood of warmth?
NO, I choose to be at your side.

Cause I never admitted love,
Cause of its wonderful lust,
Always recoiled from its touch,
Because, because…

I love differently and not rightly,
Never say- "hey, I love you"
Cause its wrongly and not rightly,
Cause they're never true.

So if I say-
"I hate your guts,
Everything bout you sucks,
I hate seeing you
Or when you're nearby,
And I rather die,
Before you are my guy."

Wells…I'm lying, it's fake,
It's supposedly the opposite.