Man that is intense! But your not permanatly insane. I think just where ever you are, whoever your around, you just need to get the hell away from all that, cuz that's whats eating you up. Find stuff that can actually make you happy, so you can feel better about yourself. I can't say i can relate to that extent, but i felt like i had nothing left at one point, and the ideas i just gave you i used, and it did help me out. I hope things change for you, no one deserves to feel that way.

Your poem DOES make sense. It is ver deep and dark and I love it. I would love to hear what you think of some of my poems. Mine don't make a lot of sense either. But this was a very well written poem if you ask me.

hey you are a nice perfect girl you should never have to feel that way you have so muct potential and i know this you know me i use to feel this way to but you know my friends helped me you helped me and even through everything ive learnt so much about life trust me hunni you wont be stuck for ever you'll be free and thats what keep sme alive everyday knowing that one day ill be far away from this place....cheer up sweety because when your outta home life isnt such a misery