Suicide-i\'ll win!

by forgetmenot   Oct 7, 2004


Why has all this happened,
why won't it go away?
why am i finding,
it so hard to say:

that I'm so upset,
I'm bleeding inside,
because of the things,
I've had to hide.

things like...
being abused
oh and self harm!
i feel so used.

I'm part of the family,
but i don't like my part,
being used as a punch bag,
called a tart!

my legs are a mess,
from where the knifes ripped,
my life was OK,
before it tipped.

no i don't even,
recognize myself
i don't want a boyfriend,
or any wealth.

ii just want,
to get away from this hell,
I've got so many,
things i want to tell!

i want to stop,
the bleeding of my heart,
but it's gone to far,
i don't know where to start!

I've decided where,
to commit suicide,
and how ill do it,
it's easy to hide!!

then perhaps,
they'll know just how sad,
they made me feel,
then I'll be glad.

yes I'll be glad,
as the knife rips my skin,
I'll be dead, gone,
I'll finally win!

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  • 20 years ago

    by Nicholas


    Hey if you need someone to talk to, i know you don't know me but, I'm here.
    think of me as a guardian angel...
    You'll never meet me but you know somewhere out there I exist.

  • 20 years ago

    by forgetmenot

    thanx, we need 2 b alone sum time so i can talk to u. thank u so much. im not promising any thing but im not going to kill myself yet.
    lizzie

  • 20 years ago

    by Lilly

    no please don't kill your self your one of my best friends and you've really helped me, and i don't want you to die, you don't deserve it, please please don't. u talked about abuse, i never knew you had to go through that, and i'm ready to listen, your poems are brilliant your so talanted and pretty and thin and everything you shouldn't be forced into wanting to die, your too special, u definitly not a tart and i really want to help you even if it is only giving you a big hug cos i feel so bad for letting you go thorugh this oll this time without me helping you, you don't need to tell me anything cos i know it's very private but i really care and don't want you to die, u a great friend and a great person,
    lilly,

    ps. thnx for the comments on my poems they mean alot!

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