Tear Drops of Pain

Tear drops of love,
Teardrops of hate
Tears of guilt,
The ones I cant escape

I feel as though I am attached to a chain
These tears I cannot maintain

Just kill me right here, right now, with a stake,
If I had a chance, my life I would retake.

I feel blood and a hole, a hole in my heart, as skin turns cold
I had a strong feeling that I wouldn't live to be very old

I want to go to Heaven, I want to live and breathe,
My dreams and goals, I still want to achieve

Don't send me to Hell for my sins,
That is not the right place for life, again, to begin.

I promise I'll do no harm to myself nor others,
I want to see the life,
The life of my family, especially my mother

She was so good to me...she doesn't deserve these tears of pain...
These tears of pain, I cannot restrain

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