Do you still hate me?

I don't want our feelings to be hidden
because it just isn't right
I'm losing you because you don't think God wants us to be friends
yet I won't give up without a fight.

Your not mean to me anymore
and I'm not mean to you
I don't want this to go on
I wish you would think that to.

I lost you and it hurts
my life has changed but I don't care
all I want to do
is be the friend that you always wanted there.

I am so dang confused
I wish I could go back in time
why are you giving up when we just broke through
please tell me whats on your mind?

I hate playing guessing games
I can't even look you in the eye
every time I try to look up
I feel like I'm about to cry.

If God is saying that we weren't meant to be friends
then why had we been friends for so long
God sent you to me for a reason
but I don't know why because your gone.

We gave up on each other
for reasons that neither of us could see
but what is the point to forever
if as friends we weren't meant to be.

I don't want to grow up
remembering back on this day
and thinking how much I could of done to save our friendship
if only I knew the right words to say.

I am not perfect
God made me this way
if I was supposed to be perfect
I would know what to do and what to say.

God created us
but he didn't create how we feel
because what I feel comes from my heart
and my feelings about our friendship is real.

God forgives people everyday for making mistakes
why can't we
don't you think he is testing our friendship
this is what I believe.

If we can forgive
we can make it through
it isn't possible to forget
but its possible to change the things we do.

Maybe we both need to change
and God is trying to help us out
but the only way he could change us
is by making this friendship what we both doubt.

I don't want to lose you
our forever never did last
but in my mind its eternity
we can only grow strong on whats has been in the past.

My light still ain't shining
and that light is you
please come out of the dark
and I will come out to.

I don't care about anyone else
my mind is set on you
I want to make things better
I wish you did to.

Why do you want to lose me
is that what it says in your heart
I just wish your would follow your beat
so we no longer have to be apart.

I'm going so crazy
trying to find the right things to say
it seems like a year
when it has been only a day.

I told myself over and over
that it would get better after yesterday
but it seems to get worse
within the next day.

We are breaking through
I wish you would just see
why don't you want us to be friends
do you still hate me?

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