*I know this poem is long, but please take the time to read it, to vote and to comment..It'll help me alot so that I can write better...Thanks*
The doors are closing in on me
The pain is flowing through
I’m sitting here thinking
Not knowing what to do
I talked to you this morning
Just like any other day
But today was just different
You didn’t seem the same
You weren’t oh so happy
You were acting really sad
I tried to talk to you
To find out how you felt
But all you said to me
Was that your life is going wrong
You said that you were hurting bad
That you were really confused and mad
I asked you why you were hurting
You tried to tell me why
But what you ended up telling me
Was just a big ole lie
That when I broke down cried
But I kept bugging you about it
Until you finally said
“I took a lot of pills
Please don’t be mad
I was hurting really bad
I had to ease the pain
But now I can’t stand the shame
I feel like a failure
And my life is passing in a blurâ€
And now, I’m thinking to myself
How could I let this happen
Why wasn’t I there
How come you didn’t think?
How much it would hurt me?
Don’t you know that I care?
I guess that you don’t
After all this time
You still don’t know
That’s messed up
I tried to let it show
But its no use now
I can’t change it
Like I said…
I’m just me
Plain ole me
Sitting here crying
And I’m going to give up on trying…
