Have You Seen?

I don't wanna be pissed!
I don't want this hate inside of me!
I... am... so mad right now!
I... want... be under ground
Swimming in the pain
fighting with the death
i wanna feel better but
i got a knife as a friend

sadness... madness...
darkness... loneliness...
everything is around me
everything... IS IN ME!
SAD!
MAD!

Don't you see that my body is empty?
don't you see that my blood isn't red anymore?
i have no reasons for living
why would i stay in this world?
can you... see... trough the clothes
have you... seen... my wounds?
have you seen?
have you been?
have you cared?
F.U.C.K YOU THEN!

I wanna dream forever!
I wanna sleep forever!
then i can be glad
crating my own life
away from your world
away from your lies
killing me
is the only way to live

i just wanna free my soul
i just wanna fly away
leave this world
and find another place
AWAY FROM THE PAIN!