I can't say how long I've been feeling this,
But i can't take it anymore,
I shouldn't feel so much hatred for you,
If only i could find a cure.
But it's when you get angry at yourself,
It's then when you mention my name,
You hate the fact you can't do something,
So your frustration turns to blame.
You have never laid a finger on me,
And i believe you never will,
However, the constant shouting and blame,
Drive the knife closer for the kill.
Guilt lies like lead in the pit of my heart,
It is carved with bad times and good,
The distinct scars will remain forever,
Written in my scarlet blood.
I don't want to feel this way about you,
But it's hard when you act this way,
I'm just hoping that my feelings change,
Somehow, some way, somewhere, some day.
