I have kept these memories deep inside of me
But lately I feel my skin tearing at the seams
There is no state of mind I haven't tried, no place I haven't been
Because living is the one state I can't stand to be in
I know what I did, how I got this bad
But I never thought I would ever fall this fast
But deep down I guess I always knew
That one day I'd be bleeding all my memories of you
I was always taught that emotion can't be shown
No one wants to know, so keep your face of stone
The foundation laid, now I must be a pillar of strength
But having to be so strong, takes so much out of me
Some say I was born ahead of my time
But when I run to catch up, I keep getting left behind
I keep dragging my feet, as the blood starts to flow
Because this fight is too hard to win on my own
