Everytime

Every time I close my eyes i see his face

Every time i look at one of his pictures i think that hes staring right back at me

I cant seem to tell anyone how i really feel

Hes in my dreams every night

I had a dream last night he called out his favorite name for me and i turned around and there he was

down the hall smiling at me
I could believe what i was seeing

But it was only a dream

I will Never say goodbye to him because even though hes gone he still hasn't left me

Hes still in my heart

I hate it when it rains it makes me feel like hes crying

He shouldn't be in any pain hes in heaven and it feels like I'm in hell

He was made to be on this earth with me

But god took him away when things were good

Now everything is bad and I'm unhappy and very sad

I believe in love a first site and I fell in love with Trent when i looked into is brown eyes

I wish that i could look into his eyes right now and Tell him that i love him so

Every time things are going good i find some stupid way to mess everything up

I think i have ran out of luck
I don't think that ill ever be able to trust that things

Will change

Every time I close my eyes i see his smiling face!!!