Rambling

*thisis dumbest thing ive ever written. i was just writing down random thoughts in my head (hence, the name) so u dont have to enjoy it. its seriosly dumb.*

Breathing a little too heavy with this lead upon my chest
seeing is never believing if your told fake abusing lies
who knows what its to be worth when angels are second best

so i reach for a piece of sky but i have yet to know
sending into a violent spin with nothing for me hold
not knowing whether to live or die, if the planet will ever grow

so keep me alive till the end of the day
the leaves sing hello as they reach out to breathe
cant be held countable when personalities sway

pump my veins full of gasoline
lift me up higher Caz it seems i cant breathe
tears are burning, angry and sting

panting now my lungs deflated
try not to pull too close, you'll break my body
skin is see through hair is faded
you don't know how long that i can burn

fumble for words you never knew
closer, closer, i cant hear a thing
whisper thoughts you pour out and spew

climb the tallest aspiration
leave me dead but my chest still rises
fake the largest dedication
bring me to breaking point

yell into my thoughts, slap my worthless face
toss me down burn my legs
kill me, i can be replaced

stand upon a mountain made from icy stone
whispers fall around you, your not allowed to know
feeling exasperated, forever your alone

the clouds will float along when wind steers them where to fly
oceans seem to crash only for you
the sun will scorch your face when you bleed to cry

scratch my throat, drown my field
tear with me every ribbon, every admired idol
into anger's temptation i will yield

i don't know where this is going i don't know what i want to feel
fantasizing every aspect
tell me when the planet has become real