Again and again knocking me
down against to the ground
I'm feeling like i cant
keep fighting anymore
my heart is so sick
and my body is so healthy
theres no equality
this is not supposed to be
i gotta fix this
cut myself
is the only way
to see the light
to feel safe
all this hate
and pain inside
I'm loosing my mind
i guess ill suicide
i rather feel nothing
not even my breathing
than feel these feelings
some days i have to prove
myself that i keep living
and the only way i know
is watching me bleeding
seeing the blood crawling
in my skin
is the only thing that sets me free
I DON'T WANT THESE WOUNDS TO HEEL
I JUST WANNA BE FREE
AWAY FROM THE HATE
AWAY FROM THE PAIN
I JUST WANNA REST
PLEASE LET ME PASS AWAY