No Emotion

No Emotion
I just
walk around
With no smile
No frown
Beginning
To realize
Life has its
Purposes
But
I ruined
Mine
With all my
Lies
Death
Consuming
My mind
Life
After Life
I feel the same
Pitiful
Attempts
At riding
My life
From
Emotional pain
With the
Physical
Such
As
Cutting
my wrist
Swallowing
Pills
Day dreaming
Of
A better
Place
Hoping
To go
There
One day
Hoping
To
One day
Get away