Always Loving You

The last night of the church retreat
You slipped me your phone number
Little did I know this was only the beginning
We went out for 2 weeks and broke up
Six months later we tried again
We stayed together longer this time
But neither was ready for a committed relationship
So we broke up--still loving each other
We talked about getting back together all the time
Eight months later we finally did
This time we thought it was gonna be forever.
We were so in love and so happy
Then you messed up--you're past caught up with you
You cheated on me, I couldn't believe it.
Then my best friend called--he said it was true
I called you, but you didn't know what to say
You came to see me that night
Tears were pouring from both our eyes
You told me you were sorry over and over
We made a promise to always love each other
So here we are two months later
Still in love, but not back together
You are still my best friend
But you are scared you may hurt me again
So we both stay here, pretending we don't care

This is a true story about me and my best friend, who just happens to be my ex-boyfriend. He is also the first guy I dated, the first that told me he loved me, the first guy that I kissed.