The Way Life Turned Out For Me

Isn't It Kinda Funny
How Life Is In The End
I Never Thought Id Be Like This
A Life To Broken To Mend

I Started Out At Highs cool
Pretty Dorky Ill Admit
I Had My Friends And Good Marks
Then It Went To Shit

Ya Know How It Is In Those Years
Everyone Wants To Be Cool
You'd Do Anything To Fit In
Try So Hard Not To Be A Fool

So I Started Hanging With The In Crowd
Doing Things I Didn't Wanna Do
Getting Drunk At Countless Parties
Trying Drugs Along The Way Too

I Had So Many Friends
Being The Envy Of Others
Became Like A Little Leader
They Were My Sisters And My Brothers

All My Friends Were Popular
The People Everyone Wanted To Be
For The First Time In My Life
So Many People Wanted To be Me

I Dropped All My Old Friends
The Ones Id Had All My Life
Started Rumors To End Reputations
Took Up A Career Of Strife

I Stopped Being Close With My Mum
Fought With My Brothers Alot
Broke All The Rules At School And Home
I Did The Hole Bloody Lot

Then I Met A Guy
A Few Years Older Than Me
We Started Dating
He Made Me Feel Free

I Gave Myself Away To Him
For The Very First Time
We Vowed We'd Be Together Forever
I Was His,He Was Mine

I Never Went to School Much Anymore
I Was Way Too Cool For That
My Life Consisted Of Parties And Boys
And Whether I Was Getting Fat

Then I Started Fighting With My Boyfriend
We Broke Up In The End
Then In A Moment Of Weakness
I Went Drinking With His Friend

Id Gotten To Know Him Pretty Well
He Was What I Knew As A Good Mate
Yet Through A Twisted Sick Game
In His Hands He Held My Fate

He Took Me Out Drinking
To Cheer Me Up And Stuff
I Thought I Could Handle The World
Well Now I Ain't So Tough

He Took me To A Park
Secretly Drugged My Drink
I Got To The Point That Night
I Couldn't Even Think

After That I Left School
No-One Wanted Me There
I Was Raped That Night
And My Friends Didn't Care

They Guy Was Popular Too
He Told People I Was A Wh**e
Spread So Many Sick Rumors
That I Was This,That And More

I Wasn't Popular Anymore
My So Called Friends Wanted To Bash Me On Sight
I Don't Think Much Would've Changed
Even If They Knew What Happened That Night

So Ya See Isn't It Kinda Funny
How Life Turns Out To Be
I Never Thought Life Would Turn Out
Exactly Like This For Me......

This Is A Little Bit Of The Way Life Turned Out For Me..I Think Back Now And I Wish Id Done Things Differently..I'm Now Trapped In A Lonely Cold World...Live Life To The Most...Don't Make It Hell For Others No Matter How Cool U Think u Are..It'll Come Back to haunt You..Thank you