One reason

If I were to go away,
Would you be relieved, or, would you make me stay?
I felt so welcome here,
But now everything's turned clear,
I know I cause too much pain,
So should I leave in this way?

I'm not scared to be afraid,
I won't hide out in the shade,
I'll just pack up and ever slowly fade.

One reason,
And I'll never leave, I promise,
One reason,
And I'll never feel like this,
Just one good reason,
Let me know that I'll be missed,
One reason,
And this is it.

I'm only holding on to hope,
And that thread has surely broke,
Now I wait while your silence keeps me afloat,
And still I know,
Deep inside I should go,
And on this love I choke,
Round my neck a loop of rope.

I'd kill to live with you,
But it's something I can't do,
This is just a game I can't afford to loose.

One reason,
And I'll never leave, I promise,
One reason,
And I'll never feel like this,
Just one good reason,
Let me know that I'll be missed,
One reason,
And this is it.