If I Knew How To Say Goodbye

If I could only explain
My feelings out loud
Without the fear of hurting you

I love you
This is true
Yet my love has changed
Because of you

The way we fight
Over the years
They way we make up
The uncounted tears

Or those happy times
Unforgettable they seem
But when I look to tomorrow
I don't see you with me

It's hard to explain
Or maybe its just you
I cant remember the last time
I mean an "I love you too"

Or perhaps I just miss you
Or maybe its another guy
But I still can't explain
My feeling's inside

I know I care
But not like I used to
We talk everyday
I think we may be through

All this time Ive had to think
I maybe have realized your not for me
Or maybe I'm just crazy
But I think its true
My uncounted tears every night
They aren't for you

I find myself looking for him all day
The few encounters we have
I wish he would stay
This experience is new
Very weird to me
But he appreciates my inner beauty
Something you have never seen

The way we talk
It's like a story
Everything so perfect
Nothing ever too blurry

I think I know
How he feels
But I'm scared to ask
It may become an ordeal

My uncounted tears
They come from my heart
My hear reaching out to him
For maybe a new start

He's somebody that cares
He likes me for me
I met him yet I was blind
Yet he has made me see

He's opened my heart
He's made me dream
Theirs so much more to life
That you wouldn't let me see

I'm sorry I say this
I just thought you should know
I can't take this anymore
This is my way of saying
I must go

I'm not leaving to him
But I'm not staying with you
I'm going to make all of my dreams
Actually come true

He's opened my eyes
The skies the limit
I'm no longer blind
I can now look up and see it.

~eddy~