Falling Apart

What's going on now?
this is kind of crap.
we're like growing apart;
falling off of the map.
you're still in my heart,
but leaving my mind.
we hardly talk;
and our words aren't kind.
it's like we're trying to mock
how the other acts;
somebody was mad
because the other doesn't lack.
this is pretty sad
because we probably need to start over.
but we've done that so much.
frankly, it's getting boring
that our attitude is a crutch.
and we try to forget.
up in a cloud
the harshness lifts.
So what's going on now?
this is getting bad.
are we falling apart
because someone got mad?