I was empty inside
Your killing words controlled my mind
The wrath of your words always eating me
I tried to fight the words the actions
Yet my mind seemed to always let you win
The darkness swarmed my soul
I was beginning to feel useless
You just stood by and watched
As the light of my soul struggled to shine
You dragged me down to hell
I was always dodging the burning fire
No matter how hard I worked
My esteem would get scorched
I could only get hurt so much
Before I began to lose all hope
Before darkness seemed to over come all
Before I just let the hate over power me
Even when all is well around me
Even when I’m as happy as can be
I must struggle to keep that hate down
The hate you showed became a part of me
And it will never let me go
No matter how strong my light might be
Deep down your darkness still holds a part of my soul
Your memory will forever haunt me
For the scars of hell never will fade
And the emptiness is eternally in me
