Goin the wrong way

I'm going 1 one. and gods the other way. i look ahead of me. there is sin. i cant turn back. i feel like I'm pulling my self toward him. shouting back to god. asking for help. he looks at me. puts is head down. i don't know what to do. looking back ahead. sin is waiting for me. trying to hard. i found out how to go back. gotta find my place with god before its to late. thinking.wondering.is it to late already. did i already by my ticket to hell. falling down in tears. looking back at him. thinking to my self. ill miss you so much. hope i can turn my life around for you. but its just to damn hard.i need your help god. help me find me place with you. i need you more then ever. i don't know what to do. i just don't know