Love and Words

I don't mean to make you suffer or to cause you any pain,
I don't like to tell you no,
Even though thats what I say,

When you hear the words,
I notice your happiness beginning to fade,
Mine begins to leave me too as I see the look of disappointment on your face,

Just because I didn`t do it doesn't mean thats how I want it to be,
I just feel that its the best thing to do,
For both you, and for me

My feelings for you are really strong,
Even though it may not seem that way,
My feelings for you are almost more than words can say,

If we did it and then I had to move,
It would be hard for me to do,
Especially the situation I would be put through,

Not seeing you for three months is hard enough for me,
But not being able to see you ever again,
I don't want to imagine how that would be,

But some things just have to happen,
Even though thats not how we want it to be,
And me having to move is something that came, unfortunately

Just know that if I leave you will always have a place in my heart,
and no matter what happens,
Your love will stay with me from the start