Why do I care?
When really I don’t,
Why does my mind twist my thoughts?
So recover I won’t.
How come one person,
Made me this way?
And how come without her in my life,
I’m still the same day after day?
How come when I have people that love me,
People that really do care,
The thoughts that now overcome my mind,
Make these people insignificant there not there.
When I go to sleep,
I dream of a happier place,
But then when it turns into a nightmare,
Its reality I’d rather face.
Is this a sign that things aren’t so bad?
If so why can’t I see the sign clear?
It’s still all blurring,
And life still holds my fears.
I’m tired of being so sick,
And not knowing what to do,
Maybe if I didn’t try so hard to fit in,
The answers would be in you.
But I don’t know if I can hang on,
I have lost all hope,
These thoughts have become my feelings,
And my mind and body just can’t cope.
