Confused not sure at all!

I talk bout him alot
I have alot of thoughts
How much you want to bet me?
that he doesn't love me
the way I desire
I am burning up with fire
I see him alot mostly in my thoughts

He is the one I promise you!
I only wished you said you love me too!
He was my wish and it wasn't made
He never understood the love I gave.
I Loved him more then I loved myself
but he didn't know nor did he care....