A feeling only felt

i guess i was wrong,feelings are everything
i never so strange for anything
not for me, or yet for they, but for you, you make my day
my feelings for you, what can i say?
there more love for you everyday.
my love is silent, yet still gray
uprising from its cold dark grave
and from this grave it beats with pride
knowing that there someone who's seen inside.
for not my mother, or nor my father
for neither my sisters, but for you i try
one step closer to looking inside.
inside her heart and deep in soul, which i speak a million things that i hope is not to bold,
but may it be, is this wrong?
for i not to judge what i so love,
because once in your life, whatevr they were to the world, they became everything of you.
its not a thing of the mind, but of the heart,
a feeling only felt
-Joshua