Good bye

Searching for the answers to
The question I ask each day
I don't know why its come to this
You have nothing to say

The one who brought me in this world
I love you and don't know why
I try to figure out why you left
But can't as hard as i try

You haven't loved me like you should
And I wander why i care
I have so much ahead of me
I know you won't be there

I thought i was a reason
For you to change your ways
But i guess that i was wrong
Because you've drank your life away

Say good bye to the daughter
Who grew up thinking that you cared
Good bye to the person
Who wished that you were there

(this poem, its kinda weird, some times I'll read it and it will make perfect sence and then other times I'll read it and be like what in the world did i write LOL but it will be OK this is one of the first poems i wrote so its not that good)