No Matter

No matter what i do,
No matter how hard i try.

I'll i want to do is die.

No matter what i say,
No matter what i feel.

All i do is cry these tears.

No matter how perfect,
or special i seem.

all that is,is my smokescreen.

I look so happy and act so glad,
but ill I'm doing is screaming to be had.

id give up everything i have,
And all the things i own.

if only to be happy and not to feel alone.

-6/8/03