With Deepest Regret...

How did this all start?
Why did we all fall apart?
i can't figure out why our friendship dies.
but i can see the Animosity in your eyes.
the scars you gave me run deep.
they rush at me in my sleep.
they haunt me in my dreams.
but they can't be heard in my silent screams.
nothing that you can say.
will make them go away.
all the thoughts are here to stay.
our friendship is left for dead.
maybe there was something better that i could have said.
i look at you and see nothing but doubt.
i want to do something even if it is just to lash out.
i wanna see you bleed the same as i did.
but not even that will close the lid.
to our hatred
even if it is just wasted.
the good friends we were are things that we often forget
that's why i stand here in front of you with the deepest regret...