I am alone.
No one is instead my head
Hearing these thoughts, seeing these visions.
No one understands the pain I go through.
It’s not easy being me, it’s so hard trying to be perfect
And even harder to fail when I thought I’d succeed.
It’s so difficult to know that, even if I try
I can’t explain these feelings to anyone.
I feel so useless
So worthless.
It’s almost like I’m nothing at all
Though I try to be everything.
I’ve never been able to please myself
Much less please anyone else.
I’m all alone in this world
Because no one will even understand me in the slightest.
I have my morals, which no one understands
And I feel stupid for having.
I have my reasons for everything
Reasons that reason cannot explain.
I feel like I’m the only one who puts effort into my relationships
The only one who cares enough to try.
The small things that I shouldn’t care about
Bug me, so much.
The big things nearly kill me, but no one sees how bad it is.
No one lives in my home
And feels the way I do by being here.
It hurts to be like this
So angry, so depressed
So unsure of everything, and unable to trust.
I know no one will ever be able to understand
I’m nothing at all in this world
I hold no significance at all.
All I hold is this pain in my heart that no one sees
And these thoughts in my head that no one hears
And the harsh reality that I am, and will always be
All alone.
