There’s been too many times I’ve been let down
To many times people have fooled around
Making me vulnerable against the cold
taking my heart I’m not able to hold
But I keep dreaming in this confined place
Hoping people will stop their chase
To leave me alone in my cold nightmares
because some how I know that no one cares
I’m an outcast, socially inept
I’m scared to even take a small step
To see my impeding future
wishing maybe I would be secure
For me, life is grand in many ways
but desperately wicked, and that’s how it stays
