U hated me and it stuck

I see u come out
w/ ur eyes so wide
i don't know what i'd do
if u would have died

i worry for days
and wonder what to say
and when u get back
god...i hate that day

U get on ur computer
and write hateful things u heard
so angry and fustrated
i flash back w/ a hateful word

i feel sorry for it
but i don't regret
u deserved what u got
and possibly what u get

so then u apoligize
and i supposed to let it go
i know u say u didn't mean it
but common...i know

i know what u think of me now
ha, and even in the past
ur not the first to hurt my feelings
and probley not my last