Oh sOo sad

I have tears in my eyes
yet the thought of you still makes me smile
without you in my life
cant find the Lil things that make life worthwhile
i can sleep and breathe
and act as if I'm moving on
i can find a million reasons to not love you
but my heart still thinks its wrong
i cant help but dwell on memories
not perfect then, but surely now
i know I've got to do this
still haven't figured out how
how can u find happiness
in the remains of a broken heart
how can u believe that life goes on
when it seems its fallen apart
how can you dry your tears
when I've lost the strength to wipe them away
how can u face the cold world
when u dont wish to see another day
how can you be the person you are
when u've lost the piece most pure
how can you leave alone whats done
when you're always wanting more
how can you erase the pain
when the heart just cannot heal
how can you stop dreaming
when it all just seems so real
how can you give up
when you put forth your hardest fight
how can you say its wrong
when nothings ever felt so right
but you I'll never have
no matter how hard i try
things just weren't meant to be
and i cant imagine why
why your touch is like magic
brings me the warmth of the sun
why my lonely heart beats for you
cus it knows your the only one
why your presence is so amazing
making the nights seem like the days
breaking through the darkness
with the brightest of the rays
my loneliness is never-ending
and it seems its here to stay
because i only want you to be here
and I'm forever wishing it that way.