Let me just begin its not a happy story
And there is no happy end
I'm the kind you look at on the street and think
"Oh what a happy little girl"
Well you thought wrong
I wish it was that easy
My life my not seem so complicated to you but you don't see what I see.
You don't feel the way I feel.
You don't see the things I see.
Sometimes the things i see and feel seem unreal.
No matter what I do I can't do it right
I'm always a disappointment to my family and friends
I tell them I'm sorry again and again.
This time no apology for what I'm about to do.
I can't go through this anymore.
I'm finally giving up and taking my own life.
So this is goodbye and farewell,
till we meet again in another life
