Deep Emotion

Please listen to what I have to say... this feeling inside that keeps building up.

Swirling deep within the bowls of my co tempting mind.
Cloak of fog covers my eyes making me blind.
No more hurtful feelings for I now feel nothing and even if I could I am numb.
Rage is a gentle word for the fury that burns inside of me like an eternal flame colored black.
Leaving my heart as burnt out as the black charcoal that it leaves in its wake.
Burning up, pulling me down, listen to the deafing sound.
The sound of silence is so loud now that it burns my ears.
Heart races, almost as if I could dance to the beat.
Walking in this world alone, no one to be there to hold your hand.
No one can understand.
Feelings so hurtful can be so bland.
This torture, is it worth this life? Is there something better?
With every passing day, my existence seems to be as constant as the silver of the inconstant moon.
Burning stars and ohhh what of life?
Passing dream that we walk around as if zombies merely living out our worthless lives.
But it’s not worthless when you’re in love.
Only love hurts even worse when in love with someone that does not love you back.
People walk on by and don’t even notice you exist.
Things never change though we like to think that they will.
Try to make a difference but it’s a waste of time.
People might as well be blind. Look at the living impaired and tell me...
...What of life?