Reaching toward me

In the beginging i lied
told you my hands were tied
i hid behind my shield
i knew i would not yeild

you talked to my guards
and told them they were wrong
Happiness is not forseen
In being ever strong

Slowly they listened
To my greater fear
They left me all alone
With you standing so near

How could they leave like that
How could they just go
Now my confusing feelings
Will greaten, i know

You reach your hand out to me
Confused i push away
I look at you and turn around
And swiftly run away

How can you do this to me?
Why won't you get that this isn't some kind of game??
Now i know forever
Things will never be the same