Lying to Myself

I believed in u but
why did u leave when u said u would never let me go?

all i gave was love
wasn't that enough?
tell me the truth
coz i need to know

i can say to myself that i don't need you beside me..
that I've put it all behind me..
but, I'd only be lying to myself..
and I'd only be dreaming of what i know would not come true..
coz no matter what i do to try
and think I'm doing well
reality is.. I'm still not over you.

i thought that this was never ending..
i thought that we were not pretending..
i know my heart will soon be mending..
and after the rain the sun will soon reveal..

yet i have been lying to myself.. and i, have been dreaming of what i know would not come true..
i know after what I'm going through,
i will be doing well.
and when that day comez,
i know what i say is true..

that reality is..
I'm finally over you...

~~freEstyLe~~