A Wall

Since the day you died,
I have yet to cry,
Cos, my heart refuses,
To ever let you go.

To have warm tears,
Run down my cheeks,
Would prove the harsh reality,
That you are no longer here.

I refuse to move on,
I can't let you go,
You're just on a trip,
Promise, to be back soon.

As time flys by,
I keep you close to heart,
But knowing your not there,
Leaves me hollow and empty.

I close myself off from love,
Never to put my heart out,
Cos, I'm always left with the bitter taste,
Of heart break.

So I've now built a wall, closed off from the world,
Cos, now I can hardly go on,
But to be broken once more,
That, I could never survive.