God just laughs

Now god he doesnt love me
He isnt even there
He talks to all the others
Of me hes unaware

He laughs at all my problems
And makes my life real bad
He never ever helps me
So Im alone and sad

He leaves me with this sadness
so I am all alone
He cares not for my madness
So I remain alone

And now Im lying dying
I cut my throat right through
I wasnt even crying
There is no god Its true