Please, help me lord!

I sat alone today, with all my friends
Sitting there watching them, talk about their weekends
I tried to join the conversation, but in return i was ignored.
I felt like no one cared, please, help me lord.

I don't know why its always me, that no one seems to like,
Or why my friends seem to think, its fun to pick a fight.
I feel lonely in this place, lord, a place where i should feel safe.
I need to stop hiding myself, deep inside this cave.

Please, lord help me, help me understand why,
Every time i feel I'm happy, it turns out to be a lie.
I'm feeling down lord, i don't know how much more i can take,
My friends all have boyfriends, i feel like some kind of mistake.

I don't understand why, everyone else is so pretty,
I feel so insecure, lord, an outcast in this city.
No one likes me as a girlfriend, I'm not good enough for that,
Now looking in the mirror, lord, just makes me feel fat.

My insecurities lie deep, embedded in my skin
They're flowing through my veins, i just can't seem to get in.
I need help, lord, to build a dam
To stop my insecurities rising, before i always frown.

I don't want to be sad anymore, lord, tell me how
How i can change the way I'm feeling, and stop me falling down
I've been falling for a some time now, my wings broke long ago
I need you to catch me, lord, i need someone to help me through.

Someone better come soon, lord, for I'm falling fast
Everyday my life gets worse, and I'm just waiting for the time to pass.
I'm beginning to look forward, to my very last breath.
Whether i stick out long enough for your help, lord, will be the hardest test.