If you look at me I am just another face.
If you look at her not a moment in her life will be a waste.
I do good to her, well i try,
without her i couldn't get by.
I disregard her feelings and she gets hurt.
I disregard her feelings and I feel lower than dirt.
She hurts me and i wonder why.
I get hurt and the pain makes me cry.
I tell her " No please that hurts me ".
She tells me " It helps " and " You don't understand me ".
She does it again and I want to see what it feels like too.
Maybe it will make me feel refreshed and anew.
I tell her this and she pleads for me not to do it.
I wanna make her happy, but I wanna throw a fit.
I want to see what it feels like to cut.
Maybe it will get this out from my gut.
She tells me not too and its stupid to do,
I ask if I can't then why do you?