Regression

I look at my reflection and what do I see?
I see an unhappy, unwanted girl
That's me
I must be strange to everyone else

They smile and I don't smile back
They stare just because the black
I don't care I'm not going to change
Just because you can't like me You're the one to blame

I can't seem to laugh
I wish that I could somehow grasp the feeling of love
And think about roses and doves

I must be different
I must be strange
To everyone else I see
But who cares they have to just deal
I'm not a monster I'm me

I'm thinking of leaving this home
Maybe I can live this life alone
I'll be okay trust me
Now let me go so I can live alone
Thats the way it should be