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by Kaylee Oct 13, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Waiting for your call, what do i do, wasting away, waiting for you sitting by the phone, it never seems to ring, the longer i wait, the more pain it brings still waiting, i still have hope, smoking cigarettes, inhaling the smoke laying on my bed, i feel numb, waiting for you, i feel dumb I'm waiting, angry and alone, you must not care, because if you did, you would of been there still i wait, i wont give up, if i cant have you, then what the f**k waiting, getting bored, i feel hurt, betrayed, by the time you call, my body will be decayed why do i still wait, i should find someone new, but i cant, it seemed different with you waiting in the dark, waiting in silence, getting very mad, anger turns to violence waiting, i start to cut, 1 slash, 2 slash, 3 slash, so much blood, flowing so fast blood dries up, turns to scars, still waiting, wishing on stars I'm WAITING, tears blur my vision, still crying, but i guess this was my decision still i wait, more blood and tears each day, waiting for you, i have nothing to say alone and waiting, each day growing more sick, i thought you cared, but i see you didn't give a shit my minds gone blank, but still i wait, my emotions mixed up, was this destined to be my fate still I'm waiting, you seemed to disappear, I'm waiting, wishing you were here waiting by myself, waiting while i cry, waiting for you, i will wait until i die
