I used to dream about many things
love, life, & even the bling
i've always passed life, without even seeing
i used to think life was just a little fling
little things, never seemed to have mattered
but when you died, everything had shattered
they had lay you in the deep ground, Vertically
not trying to remember the day you had bleed
you were at the point where you could be
anything, including the things you see
learning, and knowing how to do things, Intelligently
being on your own, Independently
you were at the point of being an adult
a small accident, caused a HUGE result
it wasnt your fault
but it happened, & then you faught
very helpless you were
it seems to be a blurr
last thing i heard you say was, take care of my baby sis "jennifer"
i used to get on my knees & pray to jesus
wishing tht he would never try to seize us
but he did to you
i've tried thinking it through
but i guess there is nothing i can do
at times now, i can get right down selfish
but lord im sorry, i really cant help it
you've taken a part of me and all of us
it made everyone, seem to wanna bust
but resistance, they held, they must
the memories we all had with him, will never rust
But just thinking about it makes me wanna cuss
the night you died, everything fell
i thought, **** it, everything should just goto hell
remembering the weed you used to sell
and even calling me your lovely tinkerbell
but now, thats all in the past
time seems to never go fast
i wonder what it would be like if you were still here
watching the game & asking for more beer
but no one ever thought your death was this near
as soon as you left, people cautioned and feared
its feels wierd; since your not here
if you listenin or watchin
just remember one thing, our love for you is with in
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**DEDICATED** Too "Christopher Andrew Jackson", i love u so much and its been almost a yr..i cant believe how time has fly by fast,but ya i still miss,care and think boutchu everyday..i hope ur watchin out for all of us here..
R.I.P.01/03/85-10/13/03
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