Should I

Should I call myself your friend
Should I cry because that's how it ends
Should I take this knife and stop it all
Should I sit and wait for you to call
Should I tell you what's wrong
Should I ask where I belong
Should I lay here now and cry
Should I wish that I would die
Should I even bother to explain
Should I ever forget all the pain
I should not have to tell you this
I should just give you one last kiss
I should thank my mother for love
I should thank the Lord above
I should think about the love of her
I should forget what we were
I should say what I feel
I should give my heart time to heal
I should think before I do
I should stop thinking about you
But I can't stop
Should I be able to
I should have never trusted you