I don't know what it is anymore
cant eat cant sleep nothings right with me
i hate that i cant tell u because all of this seems so unreal
i hate u knowING I'm like this and knowing I'm "unwell"
i cant believe Ur still with me after all i have put u through
i wish i could take it back and stop the hurt u feel
i still love u with all my heart and nothing can ever change that but
the tears burn and my soul cry for something it cant find
OK your are the one that keeps me happy and keeps me here alive but ever time Ur gone my heart begins to cry
the flood of tears comes back and it feels like I'm dieing inside
