I made everything
i tried anything
i did whatever just to make you smile
all those sacrifices i have made
for 3 years, is going...fading
the times i have stayed up till midnight
to help you study for tests
forgetting i had one the next day
those times i endured
all your problems
despite the many i had myself
with no one to share them to
i never wanted to burden you
with my problems
i have always been good to you
and changed anything that you
did not like
i treasured you so much
you know that
you felt it
you always told me i was the best
that people had a misfortune
to not know the real me
you were the best too
i had never had a friendship like ours
i meant that
but i am not sure
if you meant it too
for surely if you did
if you really thought i was the best
you wouldn not have said those things
you would have thought
about the things i did for you
the things that made me
and me alone
among all your other friends
the best friend
you would have thought about
the possibility of losing me
but i guess you did not
but i love you so much
i can not let you go
i have waited for a long time
you don not know just how long
i waited for hours
thinking you would call
and tell me,
" i am so sorry\"
i waited for days
thinking you\\\'d say
" i am so sorry
i could not have called sooner"
i waited for weeks,
driving myself nuts
waiting for the phone to ring
anticipating the sound of your voice
"i am sorry my phone got disconnected, i had no other way of communication"
on the other line.
but your phone is working fine
i have been waiting
the longer i wait
the more hurt i get
the more i realize
that maybe i was just used
to vent your anger on
but even through this abuse
i will wait till you call
cause i miss you so much
please call me
