Overdose

Why do i want to live anymore?
why do i even care?
the day has come for me to sacrifice,
its now time for me to share,
i don't want to live here anymore,
i don't want to stay alive
why would i want to stay on this earth?
i don't even make a good wife,
my husband cant stand me
and not one of my kids though Ive got three,
my relationship is down the drain
and i feel worthless being me
I'm sorry to brake your heart bobby
and i hope that you will see
the only thing Ive got for comfort is this bottle on my knee,
i tip the bottle upside down and one of the pills roll out
i run it between my fingers
and with an angry cry i shout
IF I TAKE THIS MY PAIN WILL END BUT IS IT ALL WORTH IT?
so up i stand strong and stern and tip the bottle aaw well they deserve it.